O.K. - The first day of school is tomorrow ~ and I CAN'T stop crying!! I have all of the "I am sending my first child off to school on a bus" fears and I am hoping that if I write about it now, then I won't cry tomorrow. I am planning to sit at Quad care with Scout tomorrow morning until his bus comes to pick him up.
1. He has to go to a new room at Quad Care with bigger kids and a teacher he is not familiar with - and needless to say he doesn't want to go in this room. That makes me sad.
2. Who is he going to sit with on the bus (makes me sad)
3 What if some kid is mean to him or won't let him sit with them (like forest gump) - that makes me sad and now I want to beat up a kid that hasn't even done it yet!
4. What if he gets lost transitioning between buses at Woodside (I have a call into Chris to see if he can watch out for him since he teaches there!)
5. What if the bus driver is mean or crabby (Maybe if I bring him/her some cookies on the first day they will be nice to him - I am all about making bribes!)
I spoke with Quad Care today about how this is all going to work (and I cried) and I spoke with the principal of Willow Springs today (I held back the tears .. I didn't want to be one of "THOSE" parents!)
Since I am most worried about him getting lost, my dear friend Kelly suggested I purchase a GPS tracking device for humans - I guess you can have a micro-chip placed in your child or you can go the cheap route and get one that you can place externally on your child. I think I would like to go that route but I have to talk this over with Jason first!!! :)
My mother (god am I lucky to have her) has offered to "track" the bus from Woodside to Willow Springs and I graciously accepted.
But..... after all of tears, a call to Ann Marie (she went through the same thing), and a sick child at home (Jersey is running a temp and is miserable) - everything has been put back into perspective - My Mother is now going to stay home with my sick child and nurse her to good health while I let Scout be the big boy he is and make his way to K4 -
O.k. - now I am crying...time for me to suck it up and go to bed - maybe I am tired or it is the hormones!!
The photos below are when Scout and Jersey played "going to school" Scout got lucky with the Spiderman Backpack and Jersey has "The Hulk".

